No connection at all

From the light, comes the shadow
From the truth, come the worst lies
For my hatred, that I can't swallow
For my happiness, sadness cries

No sympathy, how can it be?
I'm trapped, without any light
I can't even fight, I can't see
Anger: it clouds my line of sight

Having no clue, not a thing
What life is going to bring
I walk alone, even in groups
My curse is unique, it suits

But as I kept wandering around
My weakened spirit has revived
It was broken, by this hell hound
Suffocated, by someone I admired

I lost control over myself, completely
I've never felt as strong or audacious
All of my morals disappeared, briefly
It was shown, who was more tenacious

There are two sides to each coin, right?
Evil lurks inside of every human being
Life will never be just black and white
So here we are, laughing and screaming